have you ever loved someone with your life?

then suddenly, you realise. 

you guys weren't meant to be?

and suddenly, your heart told you..

"this relationship is going to end soon"

what would you do?

i did the wrong thing. i continued loving him.

and after a bit, our relationship really went to an end.

i still remember the last thing we did together.

i was there crying. on my knees. 

he walked away. 

and that was the last time i saw him.

i still remember,

that day, he sang a song to me. he held my hand close.

i cried. badly. awfully. hard.

i hugged him, and i told him.

i told him that i loved him. i never wanted to lose him.

he said he loved me too. but i just kept on crying.

and crying.

that was the last sweet memory we had.

that memory still cant wake me up from reality.

that ive lost him. forever. 

i still am haunted by the memories that we had for 1 year and 2 months.

i loved you deeply.

but in the end all you gave me was tears.

but its okay.

it was my fault! i knew this was coming!

but i just kept loving!

im sorry dear heart. i was stubborn.

i called him just now, for the last time.

i told him i loved him. i told him i missed him. and i didnt lie. i did.

i still love him. and i always will.

i cried. again. as usual. 

but i just wanted to end all of this misunderstanding..

he has a new girlfriend. 

i shouldn't be in their way. 

so i called him, tried to be strong. even though it was hard.

i made my word. that will be the last.

that will be the last time i told him i loved him.

that will be the last time i cried to him. 

the last!

what a life! 

you love someone, you get hurt. then u just cant forget.