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Monday, January 13, 2014 | 1/13/2014 10:51:00 AM | 0Comment 
The sun is filling up the room and I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do, right now? I wish we would just give up 'Cause the best part is falling, call it anything but love And I will make sure to keep my distance Say "I love you" when you're not listening And how long can we keep this up? Please don't stand so close to me, I'm having trouble breathing I'm afraid of what you'll see, right now I'll give you everything I am All my broken heartbeats until I know you'll understand And I will make sure to keep my distance Say "I love you" when you're not listening And I keep waiting for you to take meHow long till we call this love, love, love? the end}
Thursday, December 26, 2013 | 12/26/2013 11:30:00 AM | 0Comment 
have you ever loved someone with your life?
then suddenly, you realise.
you guys weren't meant to be?
and suddenly, your heart told you..
"this relationship is going to end soon"
what would you do?
i did the wrong thing. i continued loving him.
and after a bit, our relationship really went to an end.
i still remember the last thing we did together.
i was there crying. on my knees.
he walked away.
and that was the last time i saw him.
i still remember,
that day, he sang a song to me. he held my hand close.
i cried. badly. awfully. hard.
i hugged him, and i told him.
i told him that i loved him. i never wanted to lose him.
he said he loved me too. but i just kept on crying.
and crying.
that was the last sweet memory we had.
that memory still cant wake me up from reality.
that ive lost him. forever.
i still am haunted by the memories that we had for 1 year and 2 months.
i loved you deeply.
but in the end all you gave me was tears.
but its okay.
it was my fault! i knew this was coming!
but i just kept loving!
im sorry dear heart. i was stubborn.
i called him just now, for the last time.
i told him i loved him. i told him i missed him. and i didnt lie. i did.
i still love him. and i always will.
i cried. again. as usual.
but i just wanted to end all of this misunderstanding..
he has a new girlfriend.
i shouldn't be in their way.
so i called him, tried to be strong. even though it was hard.
i made my word. that will be the last.
that will be the last time i told him i loved him.
that will be the last time i cried to him.
the last!
what a life!
you love someone, you get hurt. then u just cant forget.
You will miss me when im gone}
Sunday, August 11, 2013 | 8/11/2013 02:57:00 PM | 0Comment You will miss our arguments. The way we fight. The way we kiss. The way we share our love. You'll miss me when im gone.. I've been with u for almost a year. But I don't find even a bit of happiness in my life. Maybe we weren't meant to be. Maybe u were for someone else. I loved u. And that hurt me. so much. If only u were in my place. You would suffer so much.. I cant take it anymore.. I love u hairy.. But not anymore. I'm sorry, but i'm moving on. I need someone else in my life. I'm sorry if u are hurt or sad, I never meant to hurt you. But I cant hurt myself anymore.. I hided the truth too long.. I don't like guys like u.. Im sorry.. I'm better off alone.. I have a lot of lovely memories with u. But I just have to let it go.. Keep me in your heart if u want too.. But I suggest u just let it go.. Let "us" go.. We are going nowhere... And I love u soo much that now i'm crying.. But I still am writing this.. Because I want u too know.. I never stopped loving u Hairy.. I just stopped trying... And i'm sorry for that.. Please take care, Ill never forget you. Iloveyou :') }
Monday, April 1, 2013 | 4/01/2013 10:51:00 PM | 0Comment Nice Songs : Bounce- Calvin Harris Thrift Shop- Macklemore This Is Love - will.i.am Turn Up The Love- Far East Movement Hall Of Fame- The Script Feel The Love- Rudimental Don't Wake Me Up- Chris Brown Scream & Shout - will.i.am Avicci- Silhouettes Just One Last Time- David Guetta One More Night- Maroon 5 Whistle- Florida One Day- Asaf Avidan I Could Be The One- Aviccii Hung Up- Hot Chelle Rae I Can Only Imagine- David Guetta I Cry- Flo Rida Levels- Aviici How We Do- Rita Ora Call My Name- Cherryl Troublemaker- Olly Murs Greyhound- Swedish House Mafia Princess Of China- Cold Play Drive By- Train And We Danced- Macklemore Same Love- Macklemore Beneath Your Beauty- Labrinth Little Talks- Of Monsters And Men 50 Cent- My Life Imagine Dragons- Radioactive Give Me Love - Ed Sheeran Changed The Way You Kiss Me- Example Say Something- Example Party Shaker- R.I.O Drinking From The Bottle- Calvin Harris Toulouse- Nicky Romero We both know.}
Friday, March 15, 2013 | 3/15/2013 02:39:00 AM | 0Comment 
They all say it, all the ones who made it
Once you find the one you claim it
But you’re gonna have to fight
When I think back, the things that threw us off track
We handle like a heart attack cause we didn’t see the light
We both know our own limitations
That’s why we’re strong
Now that we spend some time apart
We’re leading each-other out of the dark,
Cause we both know
From this moment, forget what we were scared of
Say you’re never giving up
Say you’ll always try to be my helping hand
Try to be the one who understands
When things don’t go as you planned
We’re still worth it all
What we’re scared of
What we’re scared of
And what dreams are made of
They could take us further than what anybody can see, yeah.
Karnival Sukan Puchong}
Saturday, March 9, 2013 | 3/09/2013 10:35:00 PM | 0Comment 
Hi, now ada dekat rumah my babyboo hairy lagi..
baru balik dari karnival sukan dekat padang yang dekat dengan apartment hairy ni..
first-II sepatutnya pergi tengok wayang..
But aku dengan qasyah terus lari pergi join karnival yang meriah tuu..
Masa tu nak pergi tengok wayang dengan mama hairy, qasyah (adik hairy)
pastu hairy keluar, ingat pergi mana.. tengok-II pergi dekat karnival jugak!
Lancaauuu punya orang. ugh.
Tapi best lh jugak karnival tuuuu, kebetulan ramai yang tegor aku..
orang tak kenal pon tegor! semua kata 'awek kecik eh?'
*Kecik: Hairyshah, Hairy, Babyboo.
Aku macam.. haaa a'ah.. But ramai lelaki tegur ._.
lalu je, mesti ada yang 'Hi' ehh, aku ni
tapi best jadi tumpuan untuk seketikaaaa!
Pastu yang potong stim ialah bila pandang-II tetiba nampak Awan.
then Adib, then pandang lagi sekali dekat belakang nampak si Hairy bodoh tu!
Oh kat situ rupanya kau..
Dia sorok-II.. Fikir aku ni buta sangat ke?
lepastu Awan n Adib kacau.. jerit-II 'tasha! tasha! weewitt'
hahaha, lawak nya --'
Sekali tengok lepak bertiga.. lagi sekali tengok dah ramai kat satu meja.
Dahsyat k? Dahsyat -,-
Rasa nak pergi je sana and baling meja tu kat Hairy bodoh tu!
Lepas dah penat blablablaa,
mama balik sebab nak mandi.. *Tak tengok wayang lagi nii*
And I think now she's in her room. Sleeping!
But, Oh well. I don't mind! Kalau tak balik pon tak kisah actually!
I like staying here. Aku dah anggap diorang semua family aku :'>
Except hairy babi -_-
Now listening to Fly Fm, kaki atas meja, tangan atas keyboard and ditemani Qasyah.
I love this life. Here.. Its perfect.
Kau Fundek!}
Wednesday, March 6, 2013 | 3/06/2013 12:46:00 AM | 0Comment 
You fucking moron!
Kau fikir aku ni apa? Orang bodoh? Orang takde perasaan? Bangang sangat?
Kau nak jumpa perempuan belakang aku, nak curang bagai.. Kau ingat sikit eh.
Aku ni AWEK kau! Bodoh!
Aku ni orang yang kau pilih antara diorang.
Aku seorang je yang kau patut sayang! bangsat!
Kau fikir aku bodoh sangat lah kan?
"Oh, dia tak thau.. Bila nak jumpa?" bagai,
sekarang ini aku nak putus dengan kau! apa masalah nya?
Kau taknak kan? Kenapa?
Ada hati lagi dengan aku? Sorry lah.
Aku dah sabar tahap dewa! Tapi kau buat taik dengan aku!
Kau fikir kau hebat sangat?
Aku tak terhegeh-hegeh kan kau pon lah weiii.
Kau boleh chaw lah dengan awek-II kau tu..
Aku fikir kau orang aku sayang je..
Kalau tak aku walapp kau dengan betina-II kau tu..
Perangai serupa bangsat! Binatang!
Kau tak layak lah dapat cinta aku!!
Kau layak dapat Bohsia Chow Kit dekat tepi jalan tu!
Aku dah cukup muak dengan perangai bodoh kau tu!
Aku takkan maafkan kau, sampai kau berlutut.
Menangis depan aku! Biar kau rasa kesakitan yang aku rasa!
Biar kau rasa macam mana aku rasa!
Rasa dipermainkan! Diperbodohkan! Sakit kau tahu?
Sakit! HARAP FAHAM.
KAU BUKAN LAGI RAJA DEKAT HATI AKU!
AKU RELA SENDIRI.. SENDIRI! TANPA KAU! ILL BE HAPPY!
FUCK OFF!
Berjanji Setia!}
Saturday, March 2, 2013 | 3/02/2013 10:05:00 AM | 0Comment 
Lama nya tak post dekat blog! Dah naik habuk balik dahh. *Tiup Blog*
Hachoooom! Hahahaha. Okay mari-II, dengar cerita saya!
Tasha n Hairy, kengkadang gaduh, baik, manja, sweet, nakal, bermasalah atau
lain-II, tapi kitaorang tak pernah berputus asa dalam hubungan kitaorang.
Ramai kata kami sweet, secocok and blablabla..
And yes, i'm happy. Tasha gembira semua rasa kitaorang nampak Okay.
dari luaran! okaaay, actually yes kitaorang agak sweet
actually, ngehngehngeh. but kengkadang..
Bila kitaorang gadoo, kita perang habisss!
maklumlah dua-II panas baran. tapi paling panas hati bila dia
buat tak tahulah kat tasha, or tak contact lama ke. *Marah*
Okay then, harini Tasha ada kat rumah Hairy, lagi..
sebab ahad nak tengok wayang 'Rock Ooo' dengan mama Hairy..
Dia kata dia rindu Tasha! #Tersentuh.
and dia kata yang dah lama tak contactt. (sedar pon?)
and dia manja-II..
Okay, memang happy gila dapat manja dengan dia!
tak jumpa seminggu kot! dah macam setahun!
Alhamdullilah dapat lepaskan rindu dalam pelukan dia..
Then apabila malam menimpa,
sambil tengok tv dengan Hilmi n Qasha..
Dia letak dahi dia atas dahi tasha.
Tasha peluk dia, and tasha kata tasha sayang dia..
dia kata dia pon sayang tasha..
Tasha kata yang Tasha takut dia bosan dengan tasha..
Dia kata dia takkan pernah bosan dengan tasha..
and kitaorang berjanji, takkan tinggalkan sesama diri..
sampailah nafas terakhir yang kita hembus..
Semoga semua janji kami kekal abadi..
Untukmu :')}
Monday, January 21, 2013 | 1/21/2013 04:52:00 AM | 0Comment 
Adakah engkau disana sepertiku
Memasuki dunia hayalanku yang mencaci Aku berhayal berduaan dengan mu Dimana aku dapat tertawa bersamamu, menggenggam tanganmu
Wahai cintaku disana
Mengapa kau tak mengenaliku Kau tak tahu apa yang ada di hatiku Kau tak tahu jika aku memandingi wajah indahmu
Adakah engkau disana sepertiku
Yang tidak sadarkan diri akan cinta yang bersemi Yang tak mampu mengucapkan kedalaman kerinduan Saat berhadapan dengan mu
Aku yang terkurung di ruang cinta dan kerinduan ku
Tak dapat berucap padamu, bahkan walau telah menyentuhmu Setiap menatap matamu terasa menusuk ke jantung hati ku Engkau cintaku, cinta terpendamku Engkau rinduku, rindu tak bertuanku.
Akan ke manakah angin melayang
Tatkala turun senja nan muram Pada siapa lagu kuangankan Kelam dalam kabut rindu tertahan
Datanglah engkau berbaring di sisiku
Turun dan berbisik tepat di sampingku Belenggulah seluruh tubuh dan sukmaku Kuingin menjerit dalam pelukanmu
Akan kemanakah berarak awan
Bagi siapa mata kupejamkan Pecah bulan dalam ombak lautan Dahan-dahan di hati berguguran
Rindu adalah tali yang tak pernah putus
Merentang di tiang hati, di tiang mimpi Kadangkala di singgahi burung yang mengelakkan kabut Pada pagi dingin yang mengaburkan sinar matahari
Rindu adalah tiang yang tak pernah tumbang
Tegak dilorong kehidupan, disepanjang labuh usia Disitu tergantung lampu kenangan dan ingatan Biarpun hari semakin tua dan kelam sudah bermula
Rindu adalah lorong yang tak pernah tertutup
Dari musim ke musim ia menjadi laluan Pengembara yang mencari cintanya yang hilang Disitu rumput yang telah lama bertukar warna Bunga dan daun silih berganti segar dan kuncup
Rindu adalah musim yang tak pernah tentram
Resah datang gelisah berulang mengusik nasib Hanya dzikir dan do’a menjadi penawar mereda pedih dan sakit Dan sesekali puisi menjadi nyanyian yang mengharukan Dalam senyap air mata perlahan-lahan menitik The House ( Google )}
Thursday, January 17, 2013 | 1/17/2013 05:41:00 AM | 0Comment 
Hii korang! Tadi tasha ada kunjungi satu website hantu ni, seram seyhh. korang nak link dia?
boleh je, tapi kalau korang ni penakut Tasha nasihatkan jangan laaa.
Tasha tengok pun nak lepaskan tension dengan menjerit..
The House Two namanya,
ia satu website rumah hantu, boleh masuk rumah tu. tekan ni tekan tuu.
Tapi, hmm. kalau terjumpa hantu nasib ahh.
Tasha menjerit bagai nak rak dohh, sehh.
tasha dahlah tak tengok benda-II bodoh nii.
Tapi suddenly teringin pulak nak jerit macam orang gila..
Kenapa? tengah tension dengan ami. Dia curang, again..
tasha rasa give up tau tak? penat lah asyik macam ni.. asyik sakit hati je..
Takpernah ke dia nak happykan tasha? walaupun sekali?
Oh, kalau korang rasa korang berani and gentle.
tengoklah! sumpah auwww.
Oh, kalau korang rasa korang ni penakut atau boleh jerit sampai bumbung pecah takpayahlah!
HAHAHAHA, tapi kepada yang berani tuu, dipersilakan!
Mesti korang rasa tak ngeri pon, tapi bagi tasha yang lemah dan
Go on, tasha taknak kacau..
Tataaa, semoga bumbung anda selamat daripada jeritan anda! HAHAHAHA.
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